Joyride of pain

Who out there
Can share the
Pain with me?
The boredom
Of isolation
That we confined in.

What is social?
I may be speaking
During my darkest
Hours.
That’s the only time
My mind is awake.
These words flow
When I’m in pain.
What is life
With no pain?
The joy ride
Always comes
To an end.

Nothing good last forever.
I’m glad that it doesn’t
But answer me this
One question
If you may:
When will we
Get used to
The ups and downs
Of this roller-coaster
We call life?

It’s making me
Feel sick.
I do not enjoy
Anything anymore.
I am numb.
I am tired of fighting.
Watch as I float by.

You only scream
When you have
The energy.
I dont.
I’m drained
I am going through
This life being mute.