I struggle to sleep when I meet up with R.B.
with only a few minutes being with you
you overide my whole system.
I feel you in my blood stream
I dare not utter the sheer happiness of having you around.
My steps are lighter
You always wipe my invisible tears away.
We were apart for a while.
I did well without you.
I don’t really need you.
Being around you reminds me
Why I truly became addicted to you.
Have I grown since the last time we went?
I would like to think so.
You don’t treat me the way you once did
So I guess I have grown.
My insides surely knows how to accept you
For the reactions I was had
Never came back
Even after our two encounters.
I truly am proud of myself.