Self-check

Life truly can’t be this difficult.
Sleep truly can’t be this hard to get.
I have stumbled upon myself.
My weaker self.
Its Begging for some attention.

If I ever give it that I know it will gain full consciousness.
Let the sleeping beast lay.
I do not want to keep fighting
The same battles with the same demons.

If that was the case it means
My habits haven’t changed.
If that’s the case it means
My lifestyle hasn’t changed.
If my lifestyle hasn’t changed
That means I keep making the same choices
Because I would still be enslaved
By the place I once ran to seek shelter.
The place I once seeked for shelter
Then became my prison.

Be aware of the places you seek refuge.
Don’t go sleeping on yourself.
Stay alert and keep fighting.
The battle is almost over.

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