Being me

My heart beats a little bit faster when I’m around humans.
Don’t know if that’s a thing with others
But I sure can’t cope with that heartbeat.
Cause when it starts
The bodies start to smudge.
Reality starts to look a little distant.

Am I living or just experiencing a movie set.
What is going on right now?
Is this body even mine?
because I can’t seem to control it.
It all started with a fast heartbeat
Around humans.
Must get away from them
Solitude is needed.

That was a close one.
Thought I would have died.
Felt like I was on a fast train.
Everything moving fast around me
Like I’m stuck on a treadmill.
This vessel needs to go back
To it’s manufacturer.
Something is wrong with it.

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