With you

I miss living life with you.Everything around us was bright and colorful.With you there was no fear within me.With you the sun always shune.I felt complete. Never thought another human could fill me up Like you have.You are the food for my soul.With you I dare not eat man made food.Your words fill me up …

Honestly

I don't like my lifeI don't like the thoughts I get at nightLooking within me Trying to track my way back To the positive me.Where is she?The closer I think I getThe further I fall into the reflection of myself.I barely recognise her.Let's go back to the daysWhen I would get high On the sight …

The power of Love

Can love be something one fears of?How can something as pure as love be so fearful?Love is so beautiful yet so fierce,When not handled well.The One that carries it carelessly tends to injure themselves.I fear of love, I do.I fear of it greatly, for I do not know how to hold it.Like a new born …

The Black hole

I cry for the child I never got to be.I cry for the way lust snatched innocence out of me.I cry for the nights I was tormented by the events of the past.I cry for the emotions I never could express.There was no time or space to express so I bottled it up. They say …

The whispers

The whispersI can hear.The actions areConfirmationOf the thoughtsThat play in your mind. The whispersI can hear.Your words tell meWhat those whispersTell you. Allow me to intervene.Allow me to disruptThe flow of negativityWithin you. Let my wordsWash over thoseWhispers in your mind. The whispers in your mindI can hear Allow meTo intervene.I can helpBut it is …

Less Than

It's never said bluntly.You just have to readIn between the words they speak.You ain't like themEven though you are with them.You try to act like themBut you still ain't one of them. You start to fall short.They start to come at youWith their words.Making you feel less than them.Even when you were raised by them.You …

Kryptonite

They say loveMakes you weak.Emotions are a distraction.You can't have feelingFor someone your circleDoesn't approve.You are my KryptoniteThe thought of youMakes me breathless.I can't think straight. My breathe isn't stableMy heart rate is high.You've clouded my mindI can't think of anythingBut you.Why?My heart isWith anotherBut my minds on you.Why? I struggle to sleep at nightCause …

I don’t know

Do u see meAs I see you?The words you speakDo they slowly meltYour spirit like yoursDoes to mine?. I don't knowWhere you came from.I don't know whyOur path has crossed.But I'm sure that ifYou were to leave thisWorld my soul willMiss your physical presence.The distance created willHurt. Why did our paths cross?What is it that …

Energy vampires

You show up for everyoneBut never for yourself.And you wonder whyYou self hate has increasedDrastically.You give your allTo energy vampires.And you wonder whyYou're feels lessOf yourself and moreOf their negative energy. Be carefulOf who you showUp for.Be careful who youGive your time to.This isn't only about family.This is about your dayTo day life.Let the eyes …

Internal Fire

Contained but Disruptive. Uncontrollable. You gasp As you feel your Blood pitching The walls of your veins. You were not made for this. You have become Paralysed. The burning of Your blood, The high you feel. The internal fire Reduces You want more. You ask for more. The walls of your veins Starts to slowly …