The battle with self

There is no finish lineIn this world of ours.There are always weaknessessTo strengthen and battles to win.The life of oursCan make us weakWhen we allow it.So I tell you using theSame words my higher selfTells me: close that doorOf yours and bang your weaker self out Go hardcore on yourselfAnd never let it slip you … Continue reading The battle with self

When the angels came

When the angels cameThe enemies stood no chance.What isngoodOr holds potentialTheir missionIs to destroy. So they attackWhen you are alone.Knowing they willWin if no one elseAttacks them. The words you spitThey slowly fister my mindWith negativity.When I open my mouthI speak and interactWith others.You say I am alone.When I ask outloudTheir words turnsYours into ashes. … Continue reading When the angels came

Some days

Some days I liveTo see me throughYour eyes.Some days I lay inBed and pounderHow others see me.I want to see me throughThe eyes of others. I want to see meFrom a different perspective.Can I see me fromTheir eyes?Can I meet meThrough their memories?Is that allowed? You can meetYou just yetYou are not readyTo see you.You … Continue reading Some days

Love is life

The love of lifeIs bittersweet.Be careful ofThe things youAllow intoYour circle.Do not be carelessBecause that isA double edged swordThat ends up woundingYou deeperThan you had hoped. The love of lifeIs not very sweet.The love of lifeComes with itsShort straws.Don't lose hope.Dear one.Don't give upWith things endThe wrong way.The love of lifeIs bittersweet.

into me see

Really scary. They see into you. They see your insecurities. Will they see Who you are Trying to be? Will they see Past the holes, Moles, scars And patches That are slowly removing? Into me see Every little breaks, Cracks and patches That is holding Me together. Into me see The weakness, The brokenness That … Continue reading into me see

Half way full

They say that'sA way of beingOptimisticWhen you seeThe cup as halfWay full.Let's dive in a bitDeeper shall we? You are the cup.You are half wayFull.You have a goal.You want to meetYou.You want to beLike them.So you are filledAnd undefeatable. You are never enough.You want to feel enough.You are half way full.It isn't enough.Where's your standards … Continue reading Half way full

Under my feet

I stand on everythingWhich used toSuck the lifeOut of me. I stand onWhat usedTo hold me captive.Under my feetAre my Insecurities. Under my feetIs all the thingsI allowed toDrown  me. Under my feetIs my old life.Under my feetIs all the thingsThat once heldMe captive. I stand undefeatedFor what onceHeld me captive.I now stand on it.For … Continue reading Under my feet