Damned if I do, damn if I don’t

I'm filled with such emotions.I I'm unable to express.So I let out weird soundsCause thats my soul speaking.My emotions are comingThrough.Gone are the days when IPress them down.They are they to be expressed.So I go against the wave ofAnixiety and I expressThem in words when they comeOr in groans and random outburst. We don't come …

No refunds, for Life

The raging seaClashes within me.How to I keep afloat.I get overwhelmedWith every action planLayed out for me.They are hereTo help.But I'm not sureI've got it in meTo see this through. I am depleted.Where can I goFor a refill.My muscles areScreaming.My flesh isslowly decaying.Not to exaggerateBut my fleshIs out of date. Where did I go wrong?Which …

Have you met yourself?

Do you know how You sound with the words You speak? Do you know how Heavy and provocative Your words are? Have you met yourself? Because I'm sure if you did You wouldn't want to hang around that person. You are no aware Of the negative words That come out of your mouths You say …

be warned

You don't see it But there is a War going on. You feel it But you deny it. What looks good Isn't always good It's not everything That glitters that is gold. You want the good But it comes with a cost. You must be rich For giving that away. Be careful of your actions …

No Safe Place

No safe place to express So I lock myself up with It all. I trust no one With my mind. My thoughts Will be the death of me. So FUCK IT ALL There's no safe place To express To I lock it all Up in my mind. But my mind's Running out of space. As …

Act of war

Breaking awayFrom the norm.You've said yourFirst noWhich is anAct of war.Everything isA constant struggle. You say noWhen you usedTo say yes.You've brokenAway from the norm.You have becomeAn asylum seekerIn your own head.Where do youGo to?Who do youGo to? I got tiredOf living this way.I got tiredOf always feelingMiserable and suicidal.I am going to sayNo to …

All systems go

The red lightWas activeFor a year.ScheduledRoutinesWere scrubbed off.All systems wereDisrupted. The emergencyWas not planned.The death ratesWere not expected.Traditional freedomWas tampered with.Like caged animalsBut we have it better. Emergency servicesOn high alert.The overseersThe belittledWere lifted first.The down castThe overarchers.Roles were swapped.All systems go. New skillsWere learnt.New barriersWere madeBut not set.Floating aroundFor fear of a backFire.All systems …

Silver wind

The winter hasNever beenThis harshIn a long time.You step outIn awe byThe whitenessThat surrounds you.You're walkingOn white carpetPurity at its finest. The silver windStrikes youLeaving you stiff.You've somehowBecome a partial statue

Mood-ful

What is itWith my mood?I can't alwaysBe 100.So I feel depleted.Damn!How do I go backTo feeling theWay I felt? There is noGoing back.Do not wish toGo back.Wish to keepMoving forward.With one footInfront of the other. It is throughThe movementThe the helpWill come.Focus on moving.For us on theThings at hand. Leave the restThey will eitherFall into …

The avalanche

The avalanche comes.You are surroundedLooking for a way out.You will notBe taken.You will notSurrender. The avalanche comesTo drown you.It chases you.Tries to drown you.You emotionaYour situationYour financesYour studiesRide it out.It looks intimidating.Do not lookAt it. Focus on the goalAhead.The avalancheComes fromBehind.Be aware ofThe triggers.Stay clear dromThe temptation.Create new habits. Divert and change.It may be comingStaright …