If God was a person

If God was a personI would fucking hug him.But because he is in everything livingI take in the moments and the surroundings I'm in.I allow myself to radiate with gratitude.That's the only way I can tell himThat I am greaful.Words fall short when feelings are filled with expressions words can't describe.The groans and laughtersHe knows …

Broken Bridge

The feelings we had for each otherWas never one of loveBut of lust.I see it nowWith the cloudsGone .I can see we wereCraving for affection.Broken as we wereWe craved to be lovedBut we made it upAs we go. We Lived and made our own fairytale.We lived as though we had conquered the world.You were my …

Wonders of words

The wonders of wordsCan be felt by the listener.The emotions carried by wordsCan be felt by the listener.Kind words are not meant to hurt.So why do they?Why do kind positive words slash my skin and spark or shock my blood? What is it about wordsThat move people?The wonders of wordsCan be felt by listeners.It can …

The Sacred Tree

The sacred ground of which trees grow. In the middle of the city Your roots grow You stand tall and stable. There is a story, a life behind each tree. I do not know it but I can sense it. I feel it before i touch it. Like the blood which Flows in my veins …

Damned if I do, damn if I don’t

I'm filled with such emotions.I I'm unable to express.So I let out weird soundsCause thats my soul speaking.My emotions are comingThrough.Gone are the days when IPress them down.They are they to be expressed.So I go against the wave ofAnixiety and I expressThem in words when they comeOr in groans and random outburst. We don't come …

No refunds, for Life

The raging seaClashes within me.How to I keep afloat.I get overwhelmedWith every action planLayed out for me.They are hereTo help.But I'm not sureI've got it in meTo see this through. I am depleted.Where can I goFor a refill.My muscles areScreaming.My flesh isslowly decaying.Not to exaggerateBut my fleshIs out of date. Where did I go wrong?Which …

Have you met yourself?

Do you know how You sound with the words You speak? Do you know how Heavy and provocative Your words are? Have you met yourself? Because I'm sure if you did You wouldn't want to hang around that person. You are no aware Of the negative words That come out of your mouths You say …

be warned

You don't see it But there is a War going on. You feel it But you deny it. What looks good Isn't always good It's not everything That glitters that is gold. You want the good But it comes with a cost. You must be rich For giving that away. Be careful of your actions …

No Safe Place

No safe place to express So I lock myself up with It all. I trust no one With my mind. My thoughts Will be the death of me. So FUCK IT ALL There's no safe place To express To I lock it all Up in my mind. But my mind's Running out of space. As …

Act of war

Breaking awayFrom the norm.You've said yourFirst noWhich is anAct of war.Everything isA constant struggle. You say noWhen you usedTo say yes.You've brokenAway from the norm.You have becomeAn asylum seekerIn your own head.Where do youGo to?Who do youGo to? I got tiredOf living this way.I got tiredOf always feelingMiserable and suicidal.I am going to sayNo to …