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I don’t know
Do u see meAs I see you?The words you speakDo they slowly meltYour spirit like yoursDoes to mine?. I don't knowWhere you came from.I don't know whyOur path has crossed.But I'm sure that ifYou were to leave thisWorld my soul willMiss your physical presence.The distance created willHurt. Why did our paths cross?What is it that … Continue reading I don’t know
Energy vampires
You show up for everyoneBut never for yourself.And you wonder whyYou self hate has increasedDrastically.You give your allTo energy vampires.And you wonder whyYou're feels lessOf yourself and moreOf their negative energy. Be carefulOf who you showUp for.Be careful who youGive your time to.This isn't only about family.This is about your dayTo day life.Let the eyes … Continue reading Energy vampires
Not who I thought
I've got to check myselfCause I thought I knew myself.Through this journey,The hurt childSlowly became theDead child.What was is notWhat is. Your identity is notIn the past.Who am I lookingFor in the past?Just a few gapsThat had to be healed.Don't beat yourselfUp over it.You never knewAbout it. I thought I knew myself.Never thought my pastLead … Continue reading Not who I thought
Damned if I do, damn if I don’t
I'm filled with such emotions.I I'm unable to express.So I let out weird soundsCause thats my soul speaking.My emotions are comingThrough.Gone are the days when IPress them down.They are they to be expressed.So I go against the wave ofAnixiety and I expressThem in words when they comeOr in groans and random outburst. We don't come … Continue reading Damned if I do, damn if I don’t
Some days
Some days I liveTo see me throughYour eyes.Some days I lay inBed and pounderHow others see me.I want to see me throughThe eyes of others. I want to see meFrom a different perspective.Can I see me fromTheir eyes?Can I meet meThrough their memories?Is that allowed? You can meetYou just yetYou are not readyTo see you.You … Continue reading Some days
Still learning
I am stillLearning toTame the beastWithin me.There are momentsI allow it to run wildFor it needs meetMy needs. The vessel is notStrong enoughTo contain this beast.What can I doTo tame this beast? What can I doTo train this beast?Self disciplineDoesn't sound fittingAt this momentFor the flesh is weak. What can be doneTo tame this beastFor … Continue reading Still learning
Love is life
The love of lifeIs bittersweet.Be careful ofThe things youAllow intoYour circle.Do not be carelessBecause that isA double edged swordThat ends up woundingYou deeperThan you had hoped. The love of lifeIs not very sweet.The love of lifeComes with itsShort straws.Don't lose hope.Dear one.Don't give upWith things endThe wrong way.The love of lifeIs bittersweet.
No refunds, for Life
The raging seaClashes within me.How to I keep afloat.I get overwhelmedWith every action planLayed out for me.They are hereTo help.But I'm not sureI've got it in meTo see this through. I am depleted.Where can I goFor a refill.My muscles areScreaming.My flesh isslowly decaying.Not to exaggerateBut my fleshIs out of date. Where did I go wrong?Which … Continue reading No refunds, for Life
Have you met yourself?
Do you know how You sound with the words You speak? Do you know how Heavy and provocative Your words are? Have you met yourself? Because I'm sure if you did You wouldn't want to hang around that person. You are no aware Of the negative words That come out of your mouths You say … Continue reading Have you met yourself?
Balance
Woah I was never shown How to do this. How do I do this? How do you stay Steady on a foundation That looks steady? One leg in I can do this But I'm already Losing my balance. This world is crazy Who the hell created This fake platform. I look around They look alright. … Continue reading Balance
