Being me

My heart beats a little bit faster when I'm around humans.Don't know if that's a thing with othersBut I sure can't cope with that heartbeat.Cause when it starts The bodies start to smudge.Reality starts to look a little distant.Am I living or just experiencing a movie set.What is going on right now?Is this body even …

Dear Mr panic

I need to wash my hands clean from your filth.I can't seem to think when I'm in your energy.You make all my muscles halt.My lungs don't stretch. They freeze.My heart still beatsDespite your filthy energy.You can't stop me from staying alive.You can't stop me even when you stab me with your knife.As long as one …

Unspoken thoughts

Many don't knowOf the load you carry.Your smile and humour tends To hide the pain you feel.How long will you hide the Pain?How long will you go on pretending Everything is fine When you're drowning in your own reality.You're scanning faces Hoping someone sees the Person held captive.They say our eyes are the keysTo the …

The whispers

The whispersI can hear.The actions areConfirmationOf the thoughtsThat play in your mind. The whispersI can hear.Your words tell meWhat those whispersTell you. Allow me to intervene.Allow me to disruptThe flow of negativityWithin you. Let my wordsWash over thoseWhispers in your mind. The whispers in your mindI can hear Allow meTo intervene.I can helpBut it is …

I don’t know

Do u see meAs I see you?The words you speakDo they slowly meltYour spirit like yoursDoes to mine?. I don't knowWhere you came from.I don't know whyOur path has crossed.But I'm sure that ifYou were to leave thisWorld my soul willMiss your physical presence.The distance created willHurt. Why did our paths cross?What is it that …

Damned if I do, damn if I don’t

I'm filled with such emotions.I I'm unable to express.So I let out weird soundsCause thats my soul speaking.My emotions are comingThrough.Gone are the days when IPress them down.They are they to be expressed.So I go against the wave ofAnixiety and I expressThem in words when they comeOr in groans and random outburst. We don't come …

Scared but willing

I am scaredBut willingTo go throughWith it.Because i knowIt is good.I know that itWill be worthIt in the long run. I am scaredBut willingTo go throughWith it.Because I knowThere will be helpAlong the way.I know I am notIn this aloneEven when itFeels like it at times.

Modern day Repunzel

Originally written 2016 Don't think it's all that badOr that I'm sad.Just be gladThat I amfinally happy.Like a new born baby.When it smilesWithout a careIn the world.You may beWonderingWhy I'm writingThis.I wouldn't want youTo start worrying.Asking questionsThat you haveno answer to.So here's a giftFrom me to you.A little poem for youTo hang on to. I'm …

Hold it down

Stand firm Stay focused The hardship May still be going But our stop hasnt Arrived Hold it down Don't lose hope Stay grateful Saty focused On the daily blessings Little is the money Plenty is the blessing Awaiting you. Turn your tunnel vision On. The wind blows heavy The flag must be held down You …

The flood

It comes when there's peace When least expected Your heart starts Racing. The breathing doubles And you wonder why? The flood of thoughts Has knocked down The floodgates And the tears Starts streaming down. How? Why? You sit And watch as you Drown yourself In the thoughts. There isn't enough You worry about Tomurrow that …