Being me

My heart beats a little bit faster when I'm around humans.Don't know if that's a thing with othersBut I sure can't cope with that heartbeat.Cause when it starts The bodies start to smudge.Reality starts to look a little distant.Am I living or just experiencing a movie set.What is going on right now?Is this body even … Continue reading Being me

The Black hole

I cry for the child I never got to be.I cry for the way lust snatched innocence out of me.I cry for the nights I was tormented by the events of the past.I cry for the emotions I never could express.There was no time or space to express so I bottled it up. They say … Continue reading The Black hole

Who am i

Am I made up of my past,my present?Or am I a combination of both?Who am I?Where does my identity lie?In the past present or future?Who am I?Am I my past?Am I my present?Or is the present me the result of unresolved past traumatic events.What makes me different?Why did it affect me as so?Why did it … Continue reading Who am i

All I am

All I am is a soul In a vessel.All I am is not what I am in.All I m is not definedBy the vessel I am in.Water is not the bottle And bottle is not the water.All I am is not limitedIt's simply drips through partially but not in its entirety.All I am is unknownTo … Continue reading All I am

Unspoken thoughts

Many don't knowOf the load you carry.Your smile and humour tends To hide the pain you feel.How long will you hide the Pain?How long will you go on pretending Everything is fine When you're drowning in your own reality.You're scanning faces Hoping someone sees the Person held captive.They say our eyes are the keysTo the … Continue reading Unspoken thoughts

Know your worth

Love me or leave meDon't be buzzing around Like an aimless bee.You told me you love me I just think you want to Get the jackpot.You look thirstyHere grab a couple bottlesOf water Drink all that.Cause you ain't having me.You said you've never Seen a girl like me Started called me baby.I had to be … Continue reading Know your worth

Love is like a light switch

Love is like a light SwitchDon't go depending on itWhen you meet a personThey may turn you on.But Be aware that love isLike a light switch.It doesn't always stay on. When the switch goes off.You could still be riding onThat platform you both created.The platform of respect, patience and understanding.Love may be a light switch.Just … Continue reading Love is like a light switch

Mystical island of the human beings

I am an island in the middle of the vast ocean. Yes I am alive and living.No I am never alone but I am aloneThose that notice meTake a moment from their own mindfilled momentsTo share themselves with me.When will I be ready to speak ?When the time comes will they be ready to hear … Continue reading Mystical island of the human beings

If God was a person

If God was a personI would fucking hug him.But because he is in everything livingI take in the moments and the surroundings I'm in.I allow myself to radiate with gratitude.That's the only way I can tell himThat I am greaful.Words fall short when feelings are filled with expressions words can't describe.The groans and laughtersHe knows … Continue reading If God was a person

The human puzzle

The love I have for me, is very much different from the love I freely give to you.It is through understanding myself, that I can love you unconditionally.For I have  come to understandthat humans are perfectly imperfect.We live the life we think we want,but become enslaved and unhappy by the toll it takes on our … Continue reading The human puzzle