Puppet

You tell me Where to go. You distance Yourself slightly For a period of Time. The problem I think is you. I think I got this But you think I don't. You are back To controlling me. You've planned My life the way You want it. You got me On a leash As your puppet. …

Self Doubt

Stuck on stupid. Knowing what You know. Yet you still make The simplest of errors. The outsiders start Wondering why. You give them a blank stare. Knowing of nothing That just happened. You suffering from Memory lost? Nah I just don't Control the automatic Reset mode my brain Goes into sometimes. Must be nice hey? …

Honestly

Throwback poem from couples years ago (4 years) I really am trying my bestfeeling like i'm being chocked upwith all the expectationsand the revisions.Just like my dad is fightingi can say i'm not fightingbut at least i am trying.This is my last runso i understandthat i have to make it count. The insult of sleepingso …

No sense

This doesn't make sense Why am I under attack? I know it isn't me. I know I'm not depressed And I'm defo not anxious. Whats up mind? Why you doing this? We were doing well. Didn't you like not Being held down? You've come so far. I'm looking around Trying to see What I've done …

The Match

You've put me to one cornerI've done nothing wrong  yet you drag me And beat me up. I dont know whatI've done to upset you. I left you. You weren't good for me. I got tired of youI didn't want you around So I left. You caught me off guard. Like my opponent You're giving …

Overwhelmed

Mini me is mentally running around. Trying to keep on Top with all the Tasks been verbally Handed to us. Don't panic. I tell myself Deep breath In and out. You got this. This is humanly possible. Writing but letters Are passing through my head I've forgotten how to spell. Oh no! Get out of …

Perfect Humans (Nigerians)

Family members can unintentionally drive you to your death bed. i am currently planning to write a poem based on this due to a personal experience i am currently going through . so im halve Nigerian and halve french.. Long story short my parents got divorced and my mum gave us to our dad (who …

Speak out

Stand at attention! Stand at ease! The only time I'm at ease, Is when I'm asleep. But even then, You've got to keep, One eye open, For anything happening. Never let your guard down, I was told. Can't sleep in peace. Can't eat in peace. I'm surrounded by kids. Like a robot. I do as …

Keep trying

Trying to be at peace. Fighting to keep It together. Fighting with yourself, A constant battle. I want to give up. I want to choose me. I want me, To be happy. Working for me. Not for him. Look at the bigger picture. It's not all about you. Your decision affect The rest. Arghhhhhh I …