Monster in bed

Never have I everFelt like this.But I guess never have i everSeen you like this.I thought I was being cleverWill I see this action through? You have met me half way.Never did I ever thinkYou would make such a move.This is a dangerous gameI am playing.I got bored of lifeSo I started playingWith people's heart. … Continue reading Monster in bed

Note to self

There are moments in life when we must take a step back and observe ourselves. There are moments in our busy life that we must make intentional actions in order to be at peace with our minds.we are not machines even when the world wants us to be so, that is not what we are. … Continue reading Note to self

Know your worth

Love me or leave meDon't be buzzing around Like an aimless bee.You told me you love me I just think you want to Get the jackpot.You look thirstyHere grab a couple bottlesOf water Drink all that.Cause you ain't having me.You said you've never Seen a girl like me Started called me baby.I had to be … Continue reading Know your worth

If God was a person

If God was a personI would fucking hug him.But because he is in everything livingI take in the moments and the surroundings I'm in.I allow myself to radiate with gratitude.That's the only way I can tell himThat I am greaful.Words fall short when feelings are filled with expressions words can't describe.The groans and laughtersHe knows … Continue reading If God was a person

The human puzzle

The love I have for me, is very much different from the love I freely give to you.It is through understanding myself, that I can love you unconditionally.For I have  come to understandthat humans are perfectly imperfect.We live the life we think we want,but become enslaved and unhappy by the toll it takes on our … Continue reading The human puzzle

The battle with self

There is no finish lineIn this world of ours.There are always weaknessessTo strengthen and battles to win.The life of oursCan make us weakWhen we allow it.So I tell you using theSame words my higher selfTells me: close that doorOf yours and bang your weaker self out Go hardcore on yourselfAnd never let it slip you … Continue reading The battle with self

Broken Bridge

The feelings we had for each otherWas never one of loveBut of lust.I see it nowWith the cloudsGone .I can see we wereCraving for affection.Broken as we wereWe craved to be lovedBut we made it upAs we go. We Lived and made our own fairytale.We lived as though we had conquered the world.You were my … Continue reading Broken Bridge

Less Than

It's never said bluntly.You just have to readIn between the words they speak.You ain't like themEven though you are with them.You try to act like themBut you still ain't one of them. You start to fall short.They start to come at youWith their words.Making you feel less than them.Even when you were raised by them.You … Continue reading Less Than

Kryptonite

They say loveMakes you weak.Emotions are a distraction.You can't have feelingFor someone your circleDoesn't approve.You are my KryptoniteThe thought of youMakes me breathless.I can't think straight. My breathe isn't stableMy heart rate is high.You've clouded my mindI can't think of anythingBut you.Why?My heart isWith anotherBut my minds on you.Why? I struggle to sleep at nightCause … Continue reading Kryptonite

Not who I thought

I've got to check myselfCause I thought I knew myself.Through this journey,The hurt childSlowly became theDead child.What was is notWhat is. Your identity is notIn the past.Who am I lookingFor in the past?Just a few gapsThat had to be healed.Don't beat yourselfUp over it.You never knewAbout it. I thought I knew myself.Never thought my pastLead … Continue reading Not who I thought