Being me

My heart beats a little bit faster when I'm around humans.Don't know if that's a thing with othersBut I sure can't cope with that heartbeat.Cause when it starts The bodies start to smudge.Reality starts to look a little distant.Am I living or just experiencing a movie set.What is going on right now?Is this body even … Continue reading Being me

The Black hole

I cry for the child I never got to be.I cry for the way lust snatched innocence out of me.I cry for the nights I was tormented by the events of the past.I cry for the emotions I never could express.There was no time or space to express so I bottled it up. They say … Continue reading The Black hole

The whispers

The whispersI can hear.The actions areConfirmationOf the thoughtsThat play in your mind. The whispersI can hear.Your words tell meWhat those whispersTell you. Allow me to intervene.Allow me to disruptThe flow of negativityWithin you. Let my wordsWash over thoseWhispers in your mind. The whispers in your mindI can hear Allow meTo intervene.I can helpBut it is … Continue reading The whispers

Less Than

It's never said bluntly.You just have to readIn between the words they speak.You ain't like themEven though you are with them.You try to act like themBut you still ain't one of them. You start to fall short.They start to come at youWith their words.Making you feel less than them.Even when you were raised by them.You … Continue reading Less Than

The sticky war of addiction

Nothing can be said that would change their minds. There are no actions that you can make that would make them turn their backs on the only thing that fills them up. Nothing. Just like one person alone can’t pull another person up off from the sticky mud, which with every move made to try … Continue reading The sticky war of addiction

I don’t know

Do u see meAs I see you?The words you speakDo they slowly meltYour spirit like yoursDoes to mine?. I don't knowWhere you came from.I don't know whyOur path has crossed.But I'm sure that ifYou were to leave thisWorld my soul willMiss your physical presence.The distance created willHurt. Why did our paths cross?What is it that … Continue reading I don’t know

Energy vampires

You show up for everyoneBut never for yourself.And you wonder whyYou self hate has increasedDrastically.You give your allTo energy vampires.And you wonder whyYou're feels lessOf yourself and moreOf their negative energy. Be carefulOf who you showUp for.Be careful who youGive your time to.This isn't only about family.This is about your dayTo day life.Let the eyes … Continue reading Energy vampires

Interior renovation

Not until you haveA genuine chat with someoneWill you know their true beauty True beauty isn'tin appearance alone.What makes a house aHome is the peopleWithin it andThe time and attentionIt took for interior renovation. We are all renovating ourselves.One way or another.We are all at different stages.No one enters a homeTo which the renovationIs not … Continue reading Interior renovation

For Me

If you can'tDo it for you.Please do itFor me.I want for youWhat I have for me. Fight for me.Live another DayFor me.Fight for me.I want for youTo see the beautyThat stands before me. If you can'tDo it for you.Do it for me.Come to me.You are a treasureIn the dark.Keep puttingOne foot in frontOf the other. … Continue reading For Me

The addict

You go to itEven when it hurts.You don't like the feelingBut you grave for it.The new doesn't attract you.Don't you like being healthy?Don't you like doing things yourself? You are addicted to the darkThe reason is unknown.Come out from there andStep into the new.The new is goodThe new is needed.Be strong.Don't you want toFeel strong?Don't … Continue reading The addict