Less Than

It's never said bluntly.You just have to readIn between the words they speak.You ain't like themEven though you are with them.You try to act like themBut you still ain't one of them. You start to fall short.They start to come at youWith their words.Making you feel less than them.Even when you were raised by them.You … Continue reading Less Than

Energy vampires

You show up for everyoneBut never for yourself.And you wonder whyYou self hate has increasedDrastically.You give your allTo energy vampires.And you wonder whyYou're feels lessOf yourself and moreOf their negative energy. Be carefulOf who you showUp for.Be careful who youGive your time to.This isn't only about family.This is about your dayTo day life.Let the eyes … Continue reading Energy vampires

Under my feet

I stand on everythingWhich used toSuck the lifeOut of me. I stand onWhat usedTo hold me captive.Under my feetAre my Insecurities. Under my feetIs all the thingsI allowed toDrown  me. Under my feetIs my old life.Under my feetIs all the thingsThat once heldMe captive. I stand undefeatedFor what onceHeld me captive.I now stand on it.For … Continue reading Under my feet

All systems go

The red lightWas activeFor a year.ScheduledRoutinesWere scrubbed off.All systems wereDisrupted. The emergencyWas not planned.The death ratesWere not expected.Traditional freedomWas tampered with.Like caged animalsBut we have it better. Emergency servicesOn high alert.The overseersThe belittledWere lifted first.The down castThe overarchers.Roles were swapped.All systems go. New skillsWere learnt.New barriersWere madeBut not set.Floating aroundFor fear of a backFire.All systems … Continue reading All systems go

Can you see?

I'm at theFront rowBut I can't see.How bizarre.Ive got myEyes setOn the goalBut I can't see.So I ask thoseAround meCan you see? Can you seeWhat I am tryingTo see.Can you see thatThe moves I makeIs small but mighty.Can you seeWhat I am doing? I can't see.I don't knowWhether my actionsAre correct or whetherThey are madeAt … Continue reading Can you see?

Receiving end

Doubting was the actThat I did.Questioning GodIs this really him?I prayed for the acheTo go away.For the lonely nightsTo be a thing of the past. The Lord confirmed him.My gift from God.My patients has been rewarded.And I love been rewarded.I will keep going.I will keep trustingIn the Lord.For he never disappoints.He has shown meAgain and … Continue reading Receiving end

Too hot to handle

Control freakEvery thing must click.We all want it toGo right the first time.The first time is alwaysLike you're going to die now.I've tried to controlMy life.But everytime iTry to grabHold of itI yank my hand back. It's too hot to handle.Got me thinkingIf it's mine to control.It's my life right?So I should have control.Nope. It's … Continue reading Too hot to handle

What is life

What is life mateWhat is life.When you workYou get paid.The money hasalready beingSpent even beforeEntering your account. Tell me someoneWhat is life?Is it the moneyThat we makeOr the happinessThat we seem to fake.What is life?Can someone tell me? Where, when and howDoes life make senseI am willing to waitIt out. Is life a race?Always chasingThings … Continue reading What is life

Unspoken thoughts

My head my mindOnce was emptyThe wall was up strong.Now I'm all aloneWith nothing butMy studies to completeAnd my future to pounderAbout.I don't know where I'll be2 years from now.I don't know whatThis tiny feeling is about. I'm not scaredI'm just notUsed to beingBlind about my future.My hearts fallen asleepIt's been in a comaSince I … Continue reading Unspoken thoughts

Peacefully Chaotic

How does one findPeace in the mist of chaos?They say completeOpposite tend to attract.Well my peace hasCertainly being tested.In the mist of noiseFake tearsAnd a high pitch studderningOf words from theYounger clans of humans. To enter in the mistOf chaosOne must trainYour mind.I'm in a seasonWhere I'm beingTrained to becomeJake of all trades.Experience is whatWill … Continue reading Peacefully Chaotic