You show up for everyoneBut never for yourself.And you wonder whyYou self hate has increasedDrastically.You give your allTo energy vampires.And you wonder whyYou're feels lessOf yourself and moreOf their negative energy. Be carefulOf who you showUp for.Be careful who youGive your time to.This isn't only about family.This is about your dayTo day life.Let the eyes … Continue reading Energy vampires
I've got to check myselfCause I thought I knew myself.Through this journey,The hurt childSlowly became theDead child.What was is notWhat is. Your identity is notIn the past.Who am I lookingFor in the past?Just a few gapsThat had to be healed.Don't beat yourselfUp over it.You never knewAbout it. I thought I knew myself.Never thought my pastLead … Continue reading Not who I thought
Some days I liveTo see me throughYour eyes.Some days I lay inBed and pounderHow others see me.I want to see me throughThe eyes of others. I want to see meFrom a different perspective.Can I see me fromTheir eyes?Can I meet meThrough their memories?Is that allowed? You can meetYou just yetYou are not readyTo see you.You … Continue reading Some days
I am stillLearning toTame the beastWithin me.There are momentsI allow it to run wildFor it needs meetMy needs. The vessel is notStrong enoughTo contain this beast.What can I doTo tame this beast? What can I doTo train this beast?Self disciplineDoesn't sound fittingAt this momentFor the flesh is weak. What can be doneTo tame this beastFor … Continue reading Still learning
The love of lifeIs bittersweet.Be careful ofThe things youAllow intoYour circle.Do not be carelessBecause that isA double edged swordThat ends up woundingYou deeperThan you had hoped. The love of lifeIs not very sweet.The love of lifeComes with itsShort straws.Don't lose hope.Dear one.Don't give upWith things endThe wrong way.The love of lifeIs bittersweet.
The raging seaClashes within me.How to I keep afloat.I get overwhelmedWith every action planLayed out for me.They are hereTo help.But I'm not sureI've got it in meTo see this through. I am depleted.Where can I goFor a refill.My muscles areScreaming.My flesh isslowly decaying.Not to exaggerateBut my fleshIs out of date. Where did I go wrong?Which … Continue reading No refunds, for Life
Do you know how You sound with the words You speak? Do you know how Heavy and provocative Your words are? Have you met yourself? Because I'm sure if you did You wouldn't want to hang around that person. You are no aware Of the negative words That come out of your mouths You say … Continue reading Have you met yourself?
Woah I was never shown How to do this. How do I do this? How do you stay Steady on a foundation That looks steady? One leg in I can do this But I'm already Losing my balance. This world is crazy Who the hell created This fake platform. I look around They look alright. … Continue reading Balance
You don't see it But there is a War going on. You feel it But you deny it. What looks good Isn't always good It's not everything That glitters that is gold. You want the good But it comes with a cost. You must be rich For giving that away. Be careful of your actions … Continue reading be warned
Under the clouds You cover me. My steps are Ordered by The Lord. Under the sky You protect me. You provide for my needs You provide what I Know not to ask of. Under the sky I am safe. Your hand is on me. I am highly favoured. You give to me So I give … Continue reading GRATEFUL is I