Too hot to handle

Control freakEvery thing must click.We all want it toGo right the first time.The first time is alwaysLike you're going to die now.I've tried to controlMy life.But everytime iTry to grabHold of itI yank my hand back. It's too hot to handle.Got me thinkingIf it's mine to control.It's my life right?So I should have control.Nope. It's …

The addict

You go to itEven when it hurts.You don't like the feelingBut you grave for it.The new doesn't attract you.Don't you like being healthy?Don't you like doing things yourself? You are addicted to the darkThe reason is unknown.Come out from there andStep into the new.The new is goodThe new is needed.Be strong.Don't you want toFeel strong?Don't …

Hospital beds

The storiesAnd soundsThat fill theWalls of hospitals.From the screamingOf women in labourTo the laughterOf patientsUpon hearinggood news. Oh! if hospital bedsCould speak, What storiesWould they tell?Oh! if hospital wallsCould speak, What secretswould be revealed?In the buildingWhere the beginning andEnding of lifeTakes place. Untold storiesLingerJust like the soulsThat stroll aroundUnseen to our eyesBut becomeReality to newBorn …

Unspoken thoughts

My head my mindOnce was emptyThe wall was up strong.Now I'm all aloneWith nothing butMy studies to completeAnd my future to pounderAbout.I don't know where I'll be2 years from now.I don't know whatThis tiny feeling is about. I'm not scaredI'm just notUsed to beingBlind about my future.My hearts fallen asleepIt's been in a comaSince I …

Be free

Just go withThe feeling.Let it outAnd don'tHold on to it.Emotions are meantTo be expressed.No matter the reactionOf others. They don't understandWhy.Even though they say it.You mustBe free. We weren'tMeant forCaptivity.We shall roamWild or tamed.Without a careBe free and let itBe knownFor othersHave no say orControl over you.Be free my dear one. Entertain, produce and createLet …

Standing strong

I'm always scaredTo fall behindSo I work likeMy life dependsOn it.It does if you thinkAbout it.Without educationWho am I?I have skillsBut no sponsorTo drive it through. Who am iWithout knowledge?Just a plain boringVesselThat has nothingTo offer in this life.Education has madeMe who am I.God has held me throughIt all. So forgive me ifMy thoughtsAnd actions …

The Currants

Life is a very deep beautiful oceanFilled with different visualSeen and unseenThey all play the strings of ourEngine.With a change of motionWe get caught in the currentGasping for air,Kicking punching and screaming.We see but we dont see.Over the years we've becomeProfessional surfers of thisCurrent I call life. Where are the life guards,They are specially trained.I …

The process

There are days I can't breathe. There are days I think deep. But that's just it, I feel the pressureThen it's gone. Not that anything changesIt's all in me.I stop talking. Mute is the key Focus on what needs doingGet it done. Worry later. Look around you. Come out of your mind Take a good …

Two sides of the coin

There's too sides of the same coin Very stupid very good Of the same coin. This life we be living Is the coin. The decisions we make Are the two sides of the coin Nothing's in between. You never hesitate You make the toss. Not knowing But internally knowing Which side might show. So u …

Another wall

It doesn't feel as bad anymore My back against it And I ain't stressed Or anxious over this Stage anymore. I feel it. It's envitable. The cold nimbingly Away at my bones I've hit yet another wall. But I'm not panicking. I lay on this bench One hand supporting My head. Embraced by the cold …