Dear Mr panic

I need to wash my hands clean from your filth.I can't seem to think when I'm in your energy.You make all my muscles halt.My lungs don't stretch. They freeze.My heart still beatsDespite your filthy energy.You can't stop me from staying alive.You can't stop me even when you stab me with your knife.As long as one …

Cooperation

For the first time in foreverMy body is quiet.No tensionNo sparking of my bloodNo internal irritation.Just stillness.My body is finally at peace. And my mind?Well let's just sayIt's still under training.It's like two siblingsMy body and my mind.My mind to say one thingAnd cause my body to react.My soul is a helpless by stander not …

Mind

I can't breathe at timesIt's as though I'm breathing from a big vaccume bag.There is no new air.Must I drink to get hold of that fresh clean air?Must I drink to step outside of my head?My mind unorganized as it isTends to crip up on me At times I must detach to take a good …

Who am i

Am I made up of my past,my present?Or am I a combination of both?Who am I?Where does my identity lie?In the past present or future?Who am I?Am I my past?Am I my present?Or is the present me the result of unresolved past traumatic events.What makes me different?Why did it affect me as so?Why did it …

All I am

All I am is a soul In a vessel.All I am is not what I am in.All I m is not definedBy the vessel I am in.Water is not the bottle And bottle is not the water.All I am is not limitedIt's simply drips through partially but not in its entirety.All I am is unknownTo …

On my way back

Amongst the trees and cloudsWhere everything is but a dot Nothing is blissful.My soul grazed through the clouds Played with the birds and swayed with the trees.On my way back to earth.

In your own time

In your own timeKnowledge would come to youAnd you will be amazed and shockedSaying oh is that what that's was.In you own time Decisions will be madeMovements will be smooth.You won't struggle with transition.For the period of transitionWill come to you at ease.In your own timeYou will not struggle with your mindYou will have the …

Oxy is life..

At times life is an oxymoron.It's got me feeling likeI should have done more.The energy is not there.I can feel dreadCripping in.My body's not reacting well.Should I care?Do I dare listen to self?Is change needed?

Monster in bed

Never have I everFelt like this.But I guess never have i everSeen you like this.I thought I was being cleverWill I see this action through? You have met me half way.Never did I ever thinkYou would make such a move.This is a dangerous gameI am playing.I got bored of lifeSo I started playingWith people's heart. …

Unspoken thoughts

Many don't knowOf the load you carry.Your smile and humour tends To hide the pain you feel.How long will you hide the Pain?How long will you go on pretending Everything is fine When you're drowning in your own reality.You're scanning faces Hoping someone sees the Person held captive.They say our eyes are the keysTo the …