The Black hole

I cry for the child I never got to be.I cry for the way lust snatched innocence out of me.I cry for the nights I was tormented by the events of the past.I cry for the emotions I never could express.There was no time or space to express so I bottled it up. They say …

In your own time

In your own timeKnowledge would come to youAnd you will be amazed and shockedSaying oh is that what that's was.In you own time Decisions will be madeMovements will be smooth.You won't struggle with transition.For the period of transitionWill come to you at ease.In your own timeYou will not struggle with your mindYou will have the …

Love is life

The love of lifeIs bittersweet.Be careful ofThe things youAllow intoYour circle.Do not be carelessBecause that isA double edged swordThat ends up woundingYou deeperThan you had hoped. The love of lifeIs not very sweet.The love of lifeComes with itsShort straws.Don't lose hope.Dear one.Don't give upWith things endThe wrong way.The love of lifeIs bittersweet.

Unspoken thoughts

My head my mindOnce was emptyThe wall was up strong.Now I'm all aloneWith nothing butMy studies to completeAnd my future to pounderAbout.I don't know where I'll be2 years from now.I don't know whatThis tiny feeling is about. I'm not scaredI'm just notUsed to beingBlind about my future.My hearts fallen asleepIt's been in a comaSince I …

Frozen in time

Your body is fineBut youare not movingYou cantseem to moveYour mind has beenFrozen in time.You cant take partYou know youwant to movebut you cant. The mindand the bodyare twopowerful machines.If your mind is lost,Your body wont moveNo matter how hardYou shout.Its stuckIts frozen in time. You’ve beenphysically immobile.Your mindjust reacted lateLike it always does.Don’t stop …

Cloudless sky

Jet skis in the sky Leaving white marks As the whizz pass. They say The sky's a reflection Of the ocean. Hence the reason Behind its colour. And the white marks In the sky? Well they are Creatures of the sky Each with their own Marks, length and design. A cloudless sky Might be an …

The process

There are days I can't breathe. There are days I think deep. But that's just it, I feel the pressureThen it's gone. Not that anything changesIt's all in me.I stop talking. Mute is the key Focus on what needs doingGet it done. Worry later. Look around you. Come out of your mind Take a good …

Overwhelmed

Mini me is mentally running around. Trying to keep on Top with all the Tasks been verbally Handed to us. Don't panic. I tell myself Deep breath In and out. You got this. This is humanly possible. Writing but letters Are passing through my head I've forgotten how to spell. Oh no! Get out of …

In control

Are you floating Or slowly drowning? Is your mind at peace? Do u have a steady breath? Are you in control Of the things around you? There are things You can't control That I'm aware. Your mental health is One. You can control it But it's like a heavy current. Thinking ahead Makes me scared. …

Breath

There are times I get anxious There are times things Get hard for me But that's just it. Focused on the things. You have to do Call it your to do list Nothing else really matters. Don't even look around you. It's all about the to do list. Always have to be on top Of …