The Black hole

I cry for the child I never got to be.I cry for the way lust snatched innocence out of me.I cry for the nights I was tormented by the events of the past.I cry for the emotions I never could express.There was no time or space to express so I bottled it up. They say …

Dear Mr panic

I need to wash my hands clean from your filth.I can't seem to think when I'm in your energy.You make all my muscles halt.My lungs don't stretch. They freeze.My heart still beatsDespite your filthy energy.You can't stop me from staying alive.You can't stop me even when you stab me with your knife.As long as one …

Cooperation

For the first time in foreverMy body is quiet.No tensionNo sparking of my bloodNo internal irritation.Just stillness.My body is finally at peace. And my mind?Well let's just sayIt's still under training.It's like two siblingsMy body and my mind.My mind to say one thingAnd cause my body to react.My soul is a helpless by stander not …

Who am i

Am I made up of my past,my present?Or am I a combination of both?Who am I?Where does my identity lie?In the past present or future?Who am I?Am I my past?Am I my present?Or is the present me the result of unresolved past traumatic events.What makes me different?Why did it affect me as so?Why did it …

All I am

All I am is a soul In a vessel.All I am is not what I am in.All I m is not definedBy the vessel I am in.Water is not the bottle And bottle is not the water.All I am is not limitedIt's simply drips through partially but not in its entirety.All I am is unknownTo …

On my way back

Amongst the trees and cloudsWhere everything is but a dot Nothing is blissful.My soul grazed through the clouds Played with the birds and swayed with the trees.On my way back to earth.

In your own time

In your own timeKnowledge would come to youAnd you will be amazed and shockedSaying oh is that what that's was.In you own time Decisions will be madeMovements will be smooth.You won't struggle with transition.For the period of transitionWill come to you at ease.In your own timeYou will not struggle with your mindYou will have the …

Oxy is life..

At times life is an oxymoron.It's got me feeling likeI should have done more.The energy is not there.I can feel dreadCripping in.My body's not reacting well.Should I care?Do I dare listen to self?Is change needed?

Note to self

There are moments in life when we must take a step back and observe ourselves. There are moments in our busy life that we must make intentional actions in order to be at peace with our minds.we are not machines even when the world wants us to be so, that is not what we are. …

When silence greets us

When silence greets us It uproots all the clutterThat we have allowed piled up within our minds.When silence greets usOur minds go to war.The sounds which come out from your mouthAre as a result of the War in your mind.When our minds attack usEverywhere becomes Noisy.Everything becomes unbearable.If only we could reap our skins off.The …