No refunds, for Life

The raging seaClashes within me.How to I keep afloat.I get overwhelmedWith every action planLayed out for me.They are hereTo help.But I'm not sureI've got it in meTo see this through. I am depleted.Where can I goFor a refill.My muscles areScreaming.My flesh isslowly decaying.Not to exaggerateBut my fleshIs out of date. Where did I go wrong?Which … Continue reading No refunds, for Life

Under my feet

I stand on everythingWhich used toSuck the lifeOut of me. I stand onWhat usedTo hold me captive.Under my feetAre my Insecurities. Under my feetIs all the thingsI allowed toDrown  me. Under my feetIs my old life.Under my feetIs all the thingsThat once heldMe captive. I stand undefeatedFor what onceHeld me captive.I now stand on it.For … Continue reading Under my feet

Habibi you don’t understand

Your words areLike Plasters thatBatch up my brokennessTogether.Habibi you don't understandI pray you'll understandOne day. When we comeTogether.When we meetPhysically, I prayThat God gives meThe words to exoressHow your wordsSlowly heals me. Your attentionShort or longFeels me up.I was onceFacing each dayEmpty, with nothingBut the all mightyTo fill my starving soul. I have been hurtI … Continue reading Habibi you don’t understand

Withered seed

How does it feelFor a motherTo hold herWithered seed?The soil couldNot nourish it.It grew butNot well enough. A withered plant.A human thatHas been luredIn by death.The whisper of quickEscape from a seeminglyCruel world. My heart scattersI've got internalBleeding thatIs unseen byThe naked eye.But felt by souls. I feel the energyIf doom.I hear the laughterOf deathAs … Continue reading Withered seed

I love you but…

I love you butYou are hurting me.Pain is not good.Pain is an indicationThat something is wrong. I love you butyou are hurting me.My heart criesMy naked eyeIs dry.So dry it doesntSee you as a personBut as a template of pain. Love is not painLove is not heartache.Love is not lust.Love is an emotion.The purest of … Continue reading I love you but…

Can you see?

I'm at theFront rowBut I can't see.How bizarre.Ive got myEyes setOn the goalBut I can't see.So I ask thoseAround meCan you see? Can you seeWhat I am tryingTo see.Can you see thatThe moves I makeIs small but mighty.Can you seeWhat I am doing? I can't see.I don't knowWhether my actionsAre correct or whetherThey are madeAt … Continue reading Can you see?

A mystery

You are a mysteryTo those around you.Some know you.Some admireYour act.Others watchAs you go aboutYour life. You are a mysteryTo those around you.They see youAt a distanceAnd would likeTo get a closerLook at theWork in progress. They see the potential.They admire the dedication.They look aroundAnalysing your moves.The work which isIn progress mustBe tested first.For the … Continue reading A mystery

Summer cool breeze

I can't put my fingerOn this feeling.But you sureDo express it betterThan I.I will leave the expressingTo you.You seem to beIn your feelings I will seat backAnd bask at theWords that comeTo me from you.They are likeThe fresh cool breezeThat blows on youOn a hot summers evening. When the sun startsTo set, the wind comesTo … Continue reading Summer cool breeze

Into hiding

I've never longedFor someone like this.I've never thought IWould yearn for theTouch of your flesh.But with the wave of longingTo be at your side physically,I chase down the feelingsWith my work.I put all into hiding. The distance is aDouble edged sword.We know more aboutEach other thanI could ever imagine.Trusting you is the firstThing I ever … Continue reading Into hiding