The whispers

The whispers that drown you are the same whispers that used on Jesus.The whispers that drown you are the same ones that I have overcome. I do not overcome this whispers on my own. I do not overcome these whispers on empty. No, I overcame these whispers by filling myself up with the tools and …

The new you

Sometimes I would want to thank the world for making me who I am.Other times with the sadness I dare say I don't give a dame Jump off the balcony and end my life.But after that then what?What would become of my soul?What would become of my dreams?I would have betrayed myself and God for …

With you

I miss living life with you.Everything around us was bright and colorful.With you there was no fear within me.With you the sun always shune.I felt complete. Never thought another human could fill me up Like you have.You are the food for my soul.With you I dare not eat man made food.Your words fill me up …

More than human

I may be human.But I am also a sister,A friend,A daughter,A studentAnd a disciplinary.I may be human But I am also a vessel.I am a toolUsed and mouldedBy the clay maker.I may be humanBut I am everything That God wants me to be.I am a tool.I am humanThat can be used To meet your needs.To …

Honestly

I don't like my lifeI don't like the thoughts I get at nightLooking within me Trying to track my way back To the positive me.Where is she?The closer I think I getThe further I fall into the reflection of myself.I barely recognise her.Let's go back to the daysWhen I would get high On the sight …

I say

Don't be ignorant of my pain When I cry or if I dieDon't ask me why or howYou know I'm not wellBut you keep pushing me through.Don't be ignorant of my pain.

If time stood still

If time stood still I would sleep till I get tired of sleeping.I wouldn't dream for time and dream goes hand in hand.Without time you wouldn't dream.If time stood stillWill Weather be in on it too?I sure hope not for time is man made Weather appeared on the earth or was it created too?If time …

Reflection

Can one hide from itself?Where would it hide?I find myself wanting to hideFrom this life of mine.But my body keeps moving.This body of mine is a fighter This body of mine is a warrior.It doesn't take no as a final answerIt sees it as a door to a better discovery.Can you hide from yourself?With every …

The power of Love

Can love be something one fears of?How can something as pure as love be so fearful?Love is so beautiful yet so fierce,When not handled well.The One that carries it carelessly tends to injure themselves.I fear of love, I do.I fear of it greatly, for I do not know how to hold it.Like a new born …

Being me

My heart beats a little bit faster when I'm around humans.Don't know if that's a thing with othersBut I sure can't cope with that heartbeat.Cause when it starts The bodies start to smudge.Reality starts to look a little distant.Am I living or just experiencing a movie set.What is going on right now?Is this body even …